... and we threw her a surprise party.

 

that was pretty fab, i must say. started off with us pickin her up on friday from the airport in bratislava. she expectin ‘us’ to be her dad and me, when her

well well, truth is i can’t sleep tonight..

 

mh, i kinda like this time of day.. was just standin on my balcony an hour ago, lookin out over the empty street.. sky gettin light again at the horizon.

today i decided that death must feel like the desert. had one of these days again. these days when all the factors amount up to sumat really bad. not enough sleep plus heat plus clouds equals

i know you don’t want to take my calls. i know you don’t want to talk. listen. see. breathe, for that matter. but i have to say this, and i need you to read.

i know this isn’t easy for you. but it

for those of you out there who actually know me this may not come as a surprise, but i have never really finished anything i ever started, apart from school, i guess, and that was too easy not to